Fuck you Nina
ungefär såhär:
all this time when I thought you were mine!
you said we would be together forever! you said you loved me!
fuck you Nina
Let's lick my wounds
WHAT ELSE COULD YOU NEED?
YOU'VE TAKEN EVERYTHING..
Digging swiftly out of hell
Madness helps me save myself
This is it, we're through with you!
I'm choosing to lose my mind
Rape the blade and call it wine
Rape the blade and call it wine
(my lips are kissed with tiny stitches)
Hemotopia
I don’t recognize my life
Who is this soul so weak and paralyzed?
Cold claws raking up & down my spine
I’m never alone, but I’m lonely all the time
This is where it ends, within the empty dark
I’ll set myself aflame, resurrected by the spark
I may be broken but I won’t fall to pieces
Lonesome & corrosive, the weakness of your secrets
I won’t die like I’ve done many times before
I’m gonna run, away from the wounds, of war
When the moon casts shadows long across my wall
I’ll pretend they are my friends & I’ve known them all along
I’ll sit and pretend I’m not waiting on your call
When the phone finally rings, my courage will dissolve
And I will run to you, I will run right back to you…
- OTEP Hemotopia
The monsters taking turns
And the saddest fear comes creeping in
That you never loved me
Or her
Or anyone
Or anything
The monsters taking turns
